Alexander Smith

Prior to my 6th grade year, I had chosen to learn to play the trombone in my middle school’s band program. I had gained a newfound love for both the trombone and classical music entirely through this experience, and I received several accolades for my playing during my time in middle school. However, in November of 2020, I nearly lost my life in an accident that would change me forever. I had to have emergency trauma surgery, after which I developed something called Functional Neurological Disorder from the physical trauma and blood loss from the accident. This disorder robbed me of the ability to walk, talk or breathe properly. I could barely hold the trombone up for more than a few seconds, let alone play it. However, this lack of something that I loved more than anything, fueled me. In the months following my injury, I used my trombone as a lifeline. Instead of the traditional breathing exercises used in recovery, I used pillows as arm crutches and would play 5 minutes at a time for months. Everything I did was to get myself back to my band and to play my instrument. Not only did this experience teach me patience and determination, but I also regained my appreciation and love for the trombone. It is not hyperbole to state that music and my instrument saved me. I grew to be so fond of the music field that I decided to immerse myself in it for as long as I live. The guidance and support I received from people within the music field ultimately led me to pursue a career in which I am able to do the same for struggling young musicians just like I was three years ago.